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[Dec. 27th, 2009|02:11 pm] |
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i'm not a very happy person. |
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| Sleep, maybe? |
[Dec. 25th, 2009|06:32 am] |
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"Dead end ahead. Proceed with caution"
I am pulled between now and in a way that I would not escape. Not you, nor your grasp that I anticipate in silent reverie, the cause of this caution. It's just me. I am in a war with fighting dust and I am losing, dearly. The glances exchanged are sharp and focused. The stakes, higher. I'm getting into a routine, so conventional, it becomes what feeds me. My daily bread, my need of a constant. The hunger and starvation for the undying attention is to no end. I am at task in surrounding the circumstances that holds itself firmly to the trigger that of a loaded gun. The goodness of one, is now at risk of being extinct. The predictable scarring of what a heartache does is perfect impression of what we want it to be. As abstract, or as defined as art itself. We are, as a ribbon of birds, the freedom we seek.
All I know is that despite the minor grumps of a person I have been, I love you tenderly. You are more than anyone could have penned you out to be, an endless array of meaningful conversations and an overflowing fountain of kindness. I seek no other now that I've found a home in you.
Note to self, "don't worry be happy." To everyone else, Merry Christmas. |
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| If you really wanna know |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|02:15 pm] |
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A day comes when Operating System X and Windows XP crashes, what will become of the world. |
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| The quietest sigh |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|05:06 pm] |
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 Do you remember me or how my warmth feels like from this tormenting distance that separates us? Out in the blistering cold, you are with your small feet packed warmly into your shoes, and how they are just about ready to take you anywhere. Come home, sweetheart because I miss you. These words they telecast the most obvious emotions, a sense of longing that only holds out for you. I would always recall nights of how so greatly impressed I was of the idea, that once you've bitten a piece of your glory cake, its yours forever. That is you for me, and that is as positively real as it gets. You and I, we are amazing together and we are truly, forever glorious.
Sweetheart, I'll wait for the sound of your breaking thunder to storm through my darkened skies. And I'll wait for you to wash over me a sea of calm, of your gentle rain, and upon your return, you shall wear the brightest smile of happiness as your crown as that is the only love I know that I can give.
I love you, Jasmine Koo.
ps, please keep the two darlings warm and come home to me safely. xoxo
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|11:07 am] |
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Whoever that could stab me so hard in the chest now to make me feel that I'm alive, I will give you all my $7000 in my account now. Hard-earned money okay... MY ACCOUNT NUMBER IS POSB SAVINGS 032 39483 3, PIN NUMBER TEXT ME TO GET IT :) |
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| flo rida |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|12:12 pm] |
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I didn't know the lyrics of sugar until jason told me. HEY I GOT A MOUTH FULL OF CAVATIES is the starting line and its fucking slack.
Already your mouth is so painful because of cavaties, flo rida can still tell the dentist HEY I GOT A MOUTH FULL OF CAVATIES. proclaiming it. fuck flo rida.
He probably ate 10 packets of skittles first before saying HEY I GOT A MOUTH FULL OF CAVATIES.
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| the last barrier |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|10:34 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | a test is a test afterall no matter what there's still an amount of stress. FUCK.
stupid F1 2009 game is fucking my attempts to study. fucking cool to be jenson button and driving on the singapore circuit.
and I can't get enough of the starstruck video if only they play it at phuture. last night bad romance was ggggggreat, not forgetting you belong with me, the all time fighting song when the chorus starts.
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| best thing about tonight is I'm not studying |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|08:29 pm] |
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| | happy | ] | The day is over which means I'm done with stress for the rest of the year although I do have one last paper on friday. But we'll talk about it on thursday. For now I'm just going to paint the town motherfucking red.
Actually I got 7 projects due by the start of the year but still the town is still going to be paint red and any damn colour I want.
Friday's paper is EHM, environmental health management and I'm totally clueless about it. Lets face it for the past 7 weeks of lectures its been this scenario, sign attendance, leave class, have lunch, come back to class feeling all full, sleep. On top of that, I just bought the lecture notes for that module yesterday. So, really, what da kuan?
I'm just glad that the end of the year tests are all once and for all over and I can just party till 2010 arrives and we'll see how from there.
I followed jason to this place at yck just now to dye his hair because he said the deal was 20bucks for dying hair and cutting. Its quite impossible so while cutting through the blocks I thought they're just going to use the chess table and seats for the customers and dye under the block. But its really true. Can't wait to see dragonball jason. |
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